People go to great lengths in order to hide some things not only from the world but from themselves as well. It can be hard to live with regrets and only a few in the world can say that they don’t have any. People like those don’t realize how lucky they are. People with regrets sometimes find profound meaning in their suffering whereas some people will give everything they have to be able to go back in time and to change what happened to them or what they did about it.
Living like this is not easy and can bring some dark thoughts in the middle of the night to keep you awake. People who go through something like this often find it hard to find help because it seems like that nobody has gone through what you are going through. This sort of stress can lead to people being depressed and worn down. It might not seem like it but there are people who are going through what you are. You might not be able to meet them but they can help you without you having to meet them. You will be surprised when you see how many people go through one thing similar and all they need is reassurance that they are not alone in any of it.
By reading personal stories of Jay Depoy, you can find the help you need by discovering people who went to difficult times and managed to survive. Not every story might have the happy ending you want but people come out and make it ok. So don’t let your demons get you down. Read and get the self help you need and keep the monsters at bay. It might not feel like it but you are not alone.